I'm never happy,I'm always being hidden in the dark.
No one knows how pain my heart is.
No one understands me.
No one loves me.
I'm neglected,I'm abandoned.
Crying,doesnt seem to solve the problem.
Everyone's trying to harm me.
Everyone took me as if I'm some kind of demon.
Somehow like Naruto.
Though I'm not a tailed beast,but people took me as.
They used those kind of eyes.
Those eyes,that would make me feel miserable.
Feel left out,feel uncomfortable.
Those scars being carved on my heart,will never disappear.
I'm useless. I'm nothing to anyone.
Thing arent the same as the past anymore.
I know,to think positively.
But do you think its that easy? You want to try.
I know,I'm not the only person suffering right now.
There are many more people out there,that need more love.
People just wont cherish what they have now.
They just took them for granted.
Thinking that nothing can break their friendship.
Ohgosh,that's so ewww.
I've never came across the word Friends.
& I dont want to know the meaning.
It just makes me feel so lonely.
But,I still prefered being alone.
Just let it be,whatever is done is done.
I cant change the fact,that I'm depressed.
I may look as if I'm alright,but I'm not.
The happy times that are there,its only for less than a minute.
I smile,is because I forced it out.
To hide it from my love ones.
I laugh is because I do not want them to worry.
But the case is,no one cares at all.
Sigh,I'm helpless. I'm so confused.
I'm flabbergasted. I want to forget everything.
I just want to have happiness.
That's all I wanted. Nothing more D:
