KforKellyn

Memories,fading away. I'm the one who destroy it.
Its too late to apologise already. No use of regretting now.
My 2 girlfriends had left me,aside. Sigh,why?
Its all my own fault,my wrong doings hurt all of them.
We use to laugh & play together. Having fun & going out together.
But this all seems to fade away,it was all destroyed by me.
I really cannot believe what I had done. I really hurt them.
Till I found out,it was too late already. Am I really very fierce?
I know theres no reason for you to forgive me.
Your heart is already dead,no point saying anymore.
You really changed,changed into an evil person.
You ought to thank me though,if things never happen,you wouldnt be so close to them.
Right? But no need,keep it to yourself then. I'll never beg for forgiveness.
I give up already,I'm really heartbroken too. I didnt hurt you thrice.
I hurt you more than thrice. I really dont understand why is everyone fear of me.
I cant stand when everytime you copy me,but still I cant stop myself.
I kept telling myself to stop thinking & let it go,but I just cant.
My life has no trust,no love & no fun. There's noly hate,tears & pain.
Yes,infact you took me as a ball. Not I took you as one.
When your need me,your will come to me,when no need just throw it aside.
Isnt that what I said? Why are you now copying?
I didnt say I was a princess nor a queen? Did KY treat me well?
I'm the one treating her good! She just dont appreciate.
I'm really hurt too. I'm not the only one thats wrong.
Am I? Why everytime things goes wrong,everyone will blame it on me?
I'm also innocent can? I'm trying my best not to use vulgarities.
You need not shed any tears for me. You need not forgive me.
I just want you to know,I already disappear in your life,just take me as invisible.
Hate me all you want,I heck care. I didnt harrass you,you are the one.
You're the one that change friends like changing clothes.
You see,when you're feeling down,people came rushing to comfort you.
Whereas me? I have no one,no one understands.
No one cares about me,no one bothers about me.
Whether I'm alive or dead,they dont care. They think I'm nothing.
Yes,I'm a loser,an idiot,a stupid person. You are the most clever person in the universe.
You didnt even take me as a good friend,thats all I can see.
But from what you stated,you said you did.
I said you didnt think back,& thats the fact. Now you all are happy to see me in this state?
I've now got my retribution. What goes around comes around.
But what really hurt me is,you said I didnt care for you!
I didnt care for your thoughts. When I did.
When you were sick,I went to your house to give you your hmwk.
When you were feeling low,I went to comfort you.
When you need help,fall down,I helped you up.
When you need someone there for you,I'm there.
Sometimes I really dont get it,why your say those things that I did?
Your are the ones that kou shi xin fei. Its all my fault,ya right.
Trying to ignore me,I'm fine. Dont take that sorry,fine.
I'm not finding excuses to cover up for myself.
No one is siding whoever. I'm offically telling your: I'm not angry!
Angry for what?! Must see what things first right?
You said I dont know what you were suffering.
You're already so blessed. Yet you said its not enough.
You never left anything for me,you are the one thats selfish.
I've never seen such person before. I never deny what I did.
I dont deserve what I dont. Then you deserve? No!
If you want me to list out what you copy me,I can.
But theres too much,countless already. Copy for all you want!
Take things for granted. I hate betrayers,take things for granted people.
Never apprecitate. Say I'm the one,is there anything for me to?
No one has ever been so close to me except her.
You still dont understand the meaning of forcing people.
Nvrm,I shall not explain any further. Its just wasting my time.
You trying to type & act the way as if you were the leader?
Like how I was in the past. You'll regret.
I really dont wish to hate anyone. Or else I'm the one suffering.
You're have the rights to say me,I've it too.
Why cant I have? Its my blog,its my plurk.
I had just realised that it was all my wishful thinking.
I'm lost. I dont know what to do,God please help me!
I've lost my happiness again. I was thrown into the dark once again.
Or should I say I was never out,I cant even see the light.
My future,gone. Destroyed,all in my hands.
I really hate those words! I've to control myself,I'm such a failure.
This seems to happen over-night. Sigh,shut up!
You're the one that's bias! I wont hate you,even though all are bias people.