Am I thinking too much or something? Maybe bah.
I know you tried your best alrdy.
That 疤痕 will always be there. How? Why?
Still,my mood is also not good. What's more its getting worse.
I'm really worried. That things would go into the wrong way.
The way that I didnt wanted at all.
I'm really scared,I will lost it.
I kept telling myself to stop these nonsense thinking.
But,I just cant. I crying down inside my heart.
Which no one would notice. I find life is really unfair.
Why is always when I have something bothering me,no one is there for me?
Whereas other people like my friends has.
Why is it when I'm all alone,no one noticed it?
Whereas my friends has. They're always happy.
I simply just hide this words inside me. As I dont want people pity me.
Sometimes I really think if they are saying the truth.
I dont know which is real & which is fake.
Am I really that bad? I've tried my very best to change.
& I did a little. From now on,I must change myself.
Fully,not because of how people look at me.
Its because some of my friends dont understand & they start leaving me alone.
Thinking that I'm harming them when its not.
I'm innocent you see. Its not I want to so vulgarities.
I'm trying to make myself better to let you people think I'm "cool".
I dont know how to put in,something like that la.
Shit,I need go decorate the board le! Plus tmr buy the things that are needed.
Changing blog skin soon,nights all!
